Lee tried emai…

April 19, 2012

Lee, I tried email and it was returned….

“My mate!  Life is so fast and the highway has led us to a fork….I am in high hopes you are loving your life and enjoying moment by moment.
I hope and pray your children are healing and happy.  I have no idea why our correspondence has dwindled, but I HOPE AND PRAY IT IS BECAUSE
YOU ARE HAPPY AND ROMPING AND STOMPING along the way.

No need for explanation.  I just wanted to let you know, in my Cherokee heart – the heart of a Human Being – I have been praying and sending healing
messages to you.  Messages of hope and regeneration.

I love you Matie.  Hug yourself for me and onward and upward….if you ever venture here (in Calif.) – make it the northern part and I will pick you up like a
feather thats has brushed across my face.  If it is southern, let me know and my clan will be there for you.

Much love and prayers,
Marsha”

Just watch this. The media IS BIG BROTHER in action

February 21, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFh5F8cFb3g&sns=fb

The implication here involves girls and women, but the power of the media to warp our minds is beyond simply this subject; though this subject is urgent to me-I have daughters and granddaughters. I also know the pressure of trying to be that “beautiful woman” from living my life! Over the years it’s been almost overwhelming!

Open your mind to the mind-bending commericals and thoughts passed through any media. Use your brains!

Occupy What? Gas prices?

February 18, 2012

Occupy what? It’s one of those times when I awake that I must sit and write.
I don’t understand the occupy movement. I know youth is full vibrant, and full of
hope and dreams…I understand that. I still have dreams.

But I see no great help from the occupy movement. I wonder who has the time to sit and camp and make a bad reputation for the entire movement.

I wonder what they are accomplishing except a further division between people of the USA. The program now, if you aren’t aware of it, is to divide and separate the people of the USA. Technology is a vast part of this movement, though I love the use of technology in the positive way, and I felt lost the last 10 days with no access to the internet, and limited “connections”.

Would someone please tell my why the violence in the occupy movements; why the rapes and disheveled attitudes of the people in general.

Why are they there? They are but pawns in this movement to control the people. The media is there to tear out the worst of it and, as they do, point out all the lies and negativity of everything!

Next. I dreamed of a nuclear reactior sitting in the middle of the small town, surrounded by the village and mountains. No one seemed to notice.
I was sickened.

When I noted to everyone it was there, it was obvious they had chosen to ignore it. They were given whatever they wanted to shut them up, and then they could go on living as they chose.

When I have soil in my yard I plant vegetables and flowers and trees. I clean up the area. I use it to partake of nature and keep it harm free. The dream was a nightmare.

For the energy provided, are those fifteen (I think) new reactors to be built worth the risk? Ask the Japanese people.

I don’t understand why we can’t use our resources and oil and keep the price of gas down so the downtrodden citizens (and we are) can afford to live…
if not barely!

I don’t give a crap about politics. It’s all a lie for power and money. Don’t you think you’d vote for the candidate who spent his millions on the poor, the Red Cross, and to help others? I would. But it’s never going to happen.

We’ve been duped. We are being torn apart on grounds of culture, sexual preferences, religion, and world trade. A house divided – falls.

Pray (whatever spiritual path you follow). Love one another. Do what you can that MAKES A DIFFERENCE. Take time to sign a petition, if it is valid. Stop wasting hours on useless places on the internet. Do something.
Play with a child. Work hard, or look for work, hard. Don’t give up, but don’t give in.

I’ve lived a large portion of my life, but I will never give up hope and faith.
Do what you know to be right in your heart. Pull together as a people in the secret of keeping your thoughts and actions worthy. You will know a brother or a sister. Bond in ways that will hold the fabric of YOUR lives together – if not for you – for the children.

Try to “get it” – we are on the precipice of Mad Max, and in the center of Big Brother. If you don’t know what I mean, if you can’t relate, ask someone.

God bless you all. I just returned from a 10 day trip to see my husband and welcome my new grandson. I have to catch up, so if there are errors, I will correct later….was just impelled to write this…and these days, I listen to that inner voice EVERY time. Much love to my human brothers and sisters. Bond.

Anyone of the feminine gender you care about? Are you a woman? Read on……

January 30, 2012

This is REALLY important if you care about your daughters, wife, girlfriend or simply a friend of the feminine gender. Do not dismiss the power of the media. I had an attempted rape years ago, and I really believe much of what is presented to us is an open invitation to violence against women.

Please take time to watch this short trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6gkIiV6konY (I have tried several times to make this a link you just click on, but somehow I can’t seem to do it!) I wish I was more savvy about using this wonderful way to share and learn…..sorry! :)

Look at your young daughters and sons and remember you can talk to them all day, but what they really learn from is what they see!
Thank you for taking time to watch the video.

Marines in trouble

January 14, 2012

I know this post is going to cause some problems- but I want to post this as a human being occupying the world, not an American, not an Arab, not a Chinese, not anything but a human being.

Right now the media is slicing the Marines who “relieved” themselves on the bodies of deceased enemies, into tidbits as horrible persons, horrific acts, bad, bad Marines. Excuse me. As a human being, if someone hurt my family or loved ones, and I was able to find and punish them, I might “relieve” myself by doing the same thing – if I were a man. As a woman, I probably would not do the same thing.

These MARINES are trained to hunt down and kill the enemy, as all soldiers of the world are. Have you not heard of someone beheading a dead enemy? Have you not heard of horrific things done with the bodies of enemies by all “troops” in the world? These men are YOUNG men, TRAINED to hunt down and kill…..PERHAPS in that mentality, you would piss on the bodies of the enemies.

Is it politically correct? Maybe not, but review the people who have raped and killed and are now treated for being “criminally insane”…
they are given treatment and forgiveness for their actions. Think about the child molesters who are given minimal sentences and are let out to roam the streets.

Can we not step into the shoes of the Marines and NOT follow the media by condemning these men? If an Iranian (simply as an example) killed the enemy, would the men perhaps do the same? Or worse? Who knows….

But if we condemn the young men we train to KILL to protect us – what are we doing? Think about it. It’s not a perfect world, and these are humans WE’VE trained!

Have mercy and understanding. These are men in their 20′s and 30′s and we’ve expected them to kill to keep the peace. Come on…..If it were your son and he was forced to kill….would you condemn him?

A Christmas Wish – Please

December 22, 2011

I have written over 500 posts and hopefully I know I do have some regular readers. I have tried to publish informative, true, funny, and important posts. I have answered almost every response, and still correspond with many of you. Today I have a request. It would actually answer a Christmas prayer for me.

My son lives in Morocco with his Moroccan wife, and their beautiful 5 month old baby. He has tried to bring them to the USA, but new laws (don’t know if it is just in Morocco, or everywhere,) that do not allow him to bring his family unless he comes alone for 6 months and works-or he has substantial money. He does not want to miss his child’s life; nor does he want to leave them.

He is earning a living by teaching and he is a fine writer. He has entered a contest which is very important in his life, and all he is asking is 5 seconds for a vote. Though
I do not understand the title – I am sure the book will turn a great tale. He is a kind and decent man and Needs this wish to come true. PLEASE take 5 seconds – such a small amount of time – and give him a vote. You don’t even have to read the first five sample pages. I will guarantee it is not trash and he is worthy of a wish come true. It’s not much to ask…..pretty please! He writes a fabulous travel log, and is working hard for his family (as anyone with love, will do. :)

This is is baby. Sophie

She needs daddy to be able to earn money at what he does.

This is how you do it. Go to: http://curiosityquills.com/giveaways-contests/nano-virtuosos-competition/round-two/

You don’t even have to read the five pages…just trust me, it will be good. Vote for
the first five pages of “Douchebags, Fag and Hags” (I KNOW- the title is strange, but he is a good man and I trust his works…) Don’t vote for anyone else as it will cancel his vote. Please respond to my request, and I will continue to respond to any thoughts, questions or needs you have! Pretty pretty please.

http://curiosityquills.com/giveaways-contests/nano-virtuosos-competition/round-two/

THANKS, and have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS (politically correct or not!). God bless you and all your family.

The Dream

November 16, 2011

I awoke from a dream three minutes ago and felt compelled to write it down. It’s 6:50 AM. It could have been today’s reality; it was such an intense dream. It will stay with me, again, for a long while. Maybe you’ve been there.

I was thirty-five years younger, and I was meeting friends and other couples to go on a bus trip. I was with the man I had just married.

He was a con artist but that was not something I could not see at the time. Every one told me not to marry him, but how could I have known? Oh yes, the little voice from within told me not to do it, but I met him and fell into his arms…hurt from a failed marriage, with a man who never got close to me except to have two children.

I was hungry for “LOVE and affection”. I needed a DREAM.

My dream of being in love and having the perfect family had been
dashed, ending with my husband having a blatant affair, and refusing to give it up, even after counseling.

This man knew who and what he wanted, and what he wanted was me. He wanted all of me. He wanted my joy, my happiness, my beautiful children and home, my sex, my money – he wanted everything.

I immersed my true spirit with a cup of alcohol, which I thought relaxed me – then added a dash of pot, and with that managed to fool myself into just WHO he really was. I NEEDED that dream.

Anyway, we were on the bus and he stepped off for a few, with some of the other guys, and when he came back, he was totally someone else. He was angry. He moved away from me, and I wasn’t sure why. Everyone on the bus was shocked.

They were in the same dream as I was, and were deluded in their lives.

By then I knew he was drunk. I didn’t know what else he’d done, I assumed crank or pot, or another woman, but he was DIFFERENT. He was indifferent to me, and mad at me and began to show another self.

He flirted for a brief moment with a friend, and then I saw he was
almost laying on the floor, insecure, and obviously not the man I thought I knew.

I told one of the girls “I knew I shouldn’t have married him”, and he heard me and wreathed upright and said, “What did you say?”
The venom almost dripped from his mouth like a mad dog.

He was angry again. Strangely, I felt compassion for him.

I awoke. The dream seemed to last the night. I was startled. That dream was my reality thirty-five years ago, and it still haunts me in my sleep.

I have since forgiven myself, but it took almost twenty-five years to do that, and I still ask God for forgiveness for the horror my children saw, and perhaps the mistakes they are making because of it………

Children don’t learn from words. They learn from what they see and hear.

I am listening to my heart and the holy voice from within these days. I knew I must write this down to share. I prayed several days ago for the motivation and inspiration to once write again.

Yesterday I had a better dream. It was about a holy kiss. I knew I was supposed to write that too, but I “put it off” to take care of catching up from a trip. I will not do that again. When I am given inspiration, I will share it in the hope it will be inspiring to someone and that I will be sharing the love and hope I’ve been given.

A Holy Kiss will be written later today. CREATE your life in reality and with intellect and a fair helping of emotion. Depend on
God and don’t give up!

My thoughts on the death of a special woman

November 2, 2011

Today my girlfriend, the one whom I’ve known longer than anyone on the planet, except my twin brother and my sister, left this planet. She sleeps, no longer in pain, no longer trapped in her earthly wrap.

I believe in the promise. She is out of pain. She no longer has to endure the humiliation of being unable to speak, or care for her self.

She was the dearest of friends. She came to me when I was divorcing and made me start over.

She rescued me when I could have wound up in serious trouble over depression. I called and she was there – no matter what I needed.

We started out on a mission one day to eat everything we wanted. We started with donuts stuffed our faces all day with tacos and whatever else we wanted…we laughed continuously, and took the day off from regretting the planned binge.

She came to my aid on a mission of true girlfriend loyalty; one I will never share with another human being. She was there for me regardless of her own personal doubts, and never judged me for anything. I doubt that I was that good a friend to her, but she
never asked as much as I did!

I could go on and on about the life we shared, the hundreds of
telephone calls we made, when we talked for hours about family and such.

She made mistakes, but haven’t we all? To this very day, I can say with all my heart. she was TRULY a best friend.

She’ll get a pearl in her crown for fulfilling her life as best as she knew how, and keeping the faith to the end.

She will be missed. How grateful I am to have known the most
personal circumstances and thoughts of your life. How blessed I was
to have you grace my life in so many ways.

But the best and most precious memories are alive and well in my heart and mind, and will be until we meet again for a Holy hug.

Robbie, my friend – I love you now and forever.

66 Year old Woman Kills Intruder

October 22, 2011

This is a true story – AND this woman is recently widowed, and is my friend!

You may have heard that some prisoners in California are getting an early release from prison because our prisons are “too crowded”. Well, they are getting early releases in my town, Redding. Our county jail is releasing some inmates early…..and many are going out and committing more crime; sometimes within hours of their release.

This man had been released from the Shasta County jail, the morning prior to the shooting after he was arrested Thursday on suspicion of obstructing a public officer, and trespassing – both misdemeanors.

Capt. Don Van Buskirk, the jail’s top administrator, said the man, Theis, was released before posting $6,000 bail because the jail was at capacity. Because jailers have limited bed space, every day they’re required to release those they determine to be the least-risky inmates in order to stave off overcrowding. Obviously this wasn’t a great choice.

This is what happened. My comments will be ALL CAPS and BOLD.

“A 66-year-old woman who shot and killed an intruder early this morning in south Redding after he tried to break into her home appears to have been justified, prosecutors say.The Shasta County coroner’s office identified the man this afternoon as Jesse Edward Theis, 37, of Redding.

Donna Hopper had first fired warning shots at the suspect after she was woken by the sound of him trying to break into her Branstetter Lane bedroom window just before 4 a.m., Shasta County Chief Deputy District Attorney Josh Lowery said.”

SHE HEARD SOMEONE YELLING, “LET ME IN” AND BANGING ON THE FRONT DOOR. SHE STOOD TO THE SIDE IN CASE HE HAD A GUN AND ASKED WHO IT WAS. “IT’S JEFF”, THE STRANGER SAID. DONNA WAS ON THE PHONE WITH 911 AT THE TIME AND STAYED ON THE PHONE THE WHOLE TIME. THAT IS PART OF WHAT SAVED HER FROM BEING SUSPECT OF ANYTHING OTHER THAN SELF-DEFENSE…THEY HEARD IT ALL.

SHE ACTUALLY TOLD HIM SHE DIDN’T KNOW HIM AND TO GO AWAY. SHE TOLD HIM SHE WAS GETTING HER GUN. SHE DID.

She shot him when the suspect came back and tried to climb inside the window a second time, Lowery said. “He meant her lethal harm,” Lowery said. An official determination won’t be made until the DA’s office has a chance to review police and autopsy reports, Lowery said. An autopsy will likely be performed Monday.
passing, both misdemeanors.”

WHEN SHE RETURNED WITH HER 38 SHE TOLD HIM AGAIN TO GO AWAY. HE DIDN’T.
SHE SHOT TWO ROUNDS THROUGH THE WINDOW.

HE RAN AWAY, CRUISED BY THE BEDROOM WINDOW, AND THEN CAME BACK. HE COULD HEAR HER TALKING TO THE POLICE AND TURNED AND LUNGED FORWARD AND SHE SHOT. SHE SAID HE HAD RED HAIR AND A BEARD, BUT SHE DIDN’T LOOK AT HIS FACE, BUT SHOT DIRECTLY AT HIS WHITE T SHIRT. SHE THOUGHT HE GRABBED HIS CHEST, AND HE WENT DOWN.

A $5,000 bench warrant was issued for Theis on Oct. 7 after he failed to appear in Shasta County Superior Court on indecent exposure and resisting or obstructing a peace officer charges, according to electronic court records.

Court records also show that Theis was sentenced in September 1998 to three years in prison after he pleaded guilty to possession of marijuana for sale.

Additionally, he pleaded no contest in 1994 to the unlawful taking of a vehicle, and pleaded no contest in 1993 to burglary, according to court records.

Redding police investigator Jon Poletski said today that Hopper called 911 during the first break-in, and the man ran off. He came back a few minutes later.

While police were heading to the home, Hopper called 911 again saying she’d shot him with a handgun, Poletski said.

There were what appeared to be two bullet holes in a window to the right of Hopper’s front door. The home’s front yard is surrounded by a knee-high chain-link fence.

“She shot from within the house as the suspect was attempting to gain entry from the outside,” Sgt. Al Mellon said a few hours after the shooting. “My understanding is at least one of the rounds went through a window. My understanding it was a bedroom window.”

NOPE. IT WAS THE LIVING ROOM WINDOW.

Theis was shot at least once in the chest, Melon said. He wouldn’t say how many rounds were fired.

The Redding man was on her front lawn when officers arrived. They tried to give him emergency medical care, but he died before being taken to the hospital, Poletski said.

Police say just a few minutes before Hopper called 911 the first time, a Wolfe Security guard working at Roger Funk Cars at 5460 Westside Road called 911 saying he’d confronted a man at the car lot. The man ran off.

That suspect reported by the security guard appears to match the dead man’s description, police said.

“Based on the information we had, it was completely random,” Mellon said.
Hopper was home about five hours after the shooting, but she declined a request for an interview Friday morning.

Two women who were visiting Hopper this morning said their friend was still pretty shaken. They also declined to be interviewed.
The shooting rattled neighbors in what they described as a normally peaceful neighborhood.

“Five years ago somebody’s car that wasn’t locked” was broken into “but other than that … it’s really quiet,” said Lisa Tullis, 30, whose apartment backs up to Hopper’s home. Tullis, her husband and two children have lived in the neighborhood for nearly eight years.

Tullis did not hear any gunfire and was woken by the glare of police and ambulance lights. Despite the shooting, she still feels safe.
“He’s dead. It’s not like he could come back,” Tullis said. “That might not be a nice thing to say. … I am worried more for her — just how she is doing.”

Tullis’ neighbors Brandon and Sarah Brackett have lived in the complex for two-and-a-half years. The Bracketts also were woken by the emergency lights.

Brandon Brackett said he saw somebody put a blanket over a body. He initially thought somebody had suffered a heart attack and was being taken to the hospital.

Sarah Brackett heard what she thought was a knock on her door before she woke up. She wondered if it was shots being fired that she actually heard.
“We have never had any issues; it’s been really quiet,” Sarah Brackett said.

The Branstetter shooting is the second time this month a Redding woman faced off with someone who had broken in. On the evening of Oct. 11, 40-year-old Christopher Morgan Ward was arrested after he broke into a West Street woman’s home while she was in the shower, police said.
The man ran off, but neighbors grabbed him. He managed to break free and began hopping fences and running through backyards, police say.
Ward was on methamphetamine at the time, police said.
Van Buskirk, the jail’s administrator, said Ward was released the next day, also because of overcrowding.
Law enforcement officials say the two cases aren’t related.”
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You never think it can happen to you. Think again. Have a plan.

Donna is pretty shook up. They took her to the police station in her slippers and pajamas and robe. She is a spiritual person who never thought she would kill someone. However, if she hadn’t, there is a very good chance she would be the one at the morgue.

There is a strange irony to this sad story…but that is between friends.

This is for all Women in a Relationship (Post 2)

October 20, 2011

I promised I would follow-up from yesterday’s post, so here it is, and I hope it helps someone.

4 MILLION women are beaten and abused each year. Is that shocking?

Well how’s this for a shocker? That is in the USA – not a third world country! I tried to find statistics on men being beaten or killed by their spouse or partner, but I came up with pretty much nothing. I know there have been some such instances.

The leading cause of violence to women fifteen to forty-four, ( car accidents, mugging and rapes combined) is caused by their husband or domestic partner.

Here is another stunning fact. Sixteen percent of young men between the ages of eleven and twenty thatare serving time is for killing their mother’s abusers.

Something is wrong with this picture! Agreed?

I spoke to a weapons expert in length day before yesterday, and he was kind enough to share some pretty important tips for women who are, or may be in a position to be beaten,
or even worse. Marshall also teaches a self-defense class.
He seemed appalled that anyone would touch a woman in that manner. He seems to be a really decent man. This is what he shared with me.

1. No stun gun. The stun gun must be held against a person 15 seconds to be effective. In an emergency situation, one mistake and it’s over.
2. No knife. Same result if you aren’t fast and an expert.

3. No gun – unless you have a permit to carry a concealed weapon, know how to use it, and are defending your own life. God forbid you are ever in that scenario!

4. No taser as you have to aim and hit dead on. Even if that happens the connection can be pulled off in most circumstances. Police almost always have a back-up.

5. Pepper Spray – YES! YES! YES! Have your pepper spray in a pocket or concealed within immediate reach. Before he can reach you, spray directly in his eyes. It has to be either in your hand so it is unseen, or concealed in some manner, because if he sees it he can block the spray from his eyes.

This is something Marshall told me that I found extremely interesting. Once you spray the attacker – keep spraying directly in the eyes until the canister is completely empty!
That is important.

He assured me that if you use the whole can you will have time to grab whatever you need (like car keys and a purse)-
pick-up the baby (babies) – and escape.

It will not permanently damage the eyes, but will disable your attacker.

He suggested that if you’ve never used a pepper spray before, buy an extra one and go some place and practice.
Practice the “draw” – practice spraying – spray the entire container, and practice, practice, practice.

Rehearse it in your mind, an emergency scenario. Keep in mind wind/or a fan can send the spray where it shouldn’t go, so be careful!

I hope and pray you never have to use a pepper spray (or any weapon) but having been verbally and physically abused, more than once, I say to you – IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN TO ME.

If I were caught off guard with no weapon I would fight
no matter what! But I am relaxed, have a plan, and will never leave be without a phone in my pocket and a pepper spray handy.

I am happy to report almost 24 years of abuse free marriage! It CAN happen to you too. Upward and onward girlfriends!

I am a survivor. If you are ever put to the test, have a plan of action and a rehearsed one at that. You do not want to
be the headline in tomorrow’s paper.

Now take a deep breath and let yourself relax a bit!
My prayers are with you all.


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